I'm blogging again, Yippee, yippee!
Wondering why am i soooo bouncy in my post today? Because orientation had just influenced me. Yeah, you just had to read this wrongly. I hate orientation. To me its boring and a waste of time. Lucky while it lasts i have something for me to focus on...

So in conclusion, school is boredom nowadays. Work is tiring, I have skipped both at some point of time, enjoyed both at some point of time, and still trying to manage both at the same time.
Plus, school is fun when you hang out with your best mates, and work is fun when you meet interesting guys, i meant, NOT GUYS, but guys and girls. Of course i have distaste in those who chose to skip work like drinking tea, but yeah, other than that, they are a bunch of fun guys. (i know i complained about them making fun of my name but that died out after a week, luckily...)

One of my closest friend there left on last saturday. I missed him quite a lot now. He used to be like my best helper, or everyone's best helper. You know, life is really like that. Humans used not to think the things happening around them are important, until that thing cease its existence. Like how he quitted his job and now another lousier person(don't mean to compare but meant to compare) actually came and work became difficult. Of course i missed his presence cos he would always suddenly be around the corner for a quick chat...T.T
readers, dont even think, our relationship is special as friends, but he has a gf, dont eh eh me.XP

moving further on, i realized Singapore is really SMALL lah. Just at my work place, a guy knew 2 of my friends, turns out his primary school mate is siewhoon, and my primary school mate turns out to be his secondary school mate. other than that, a girl that worked there is actually a neighbor of annie. How short ties can be? i'm probably a friend or two away from Keito. hahas.

Marcia is in a great dilemma. I saw K today...she is like...just in that room (having class)that i left my bag there for some godly reason...and. MaYbE...at some point of time. I do feel something. though my first reaction is to avoid la.T.T shit. this is getting bad. I need to expose myself to boys to keep my promise to stacey....K, aren't you tired, you have been running a year on my mind....

And i secretly hope nobody in my work place knows about this journal. Because i'm bitching about them now. T.T

First of all, I'm stuck with a girl whose attitude just suck. No, she is no ah lian, just a normal girl that you thought might work out well as friends. But no, she suck. She is self-centred, only cares about herself, only sacrifice her time when its up to her benefit, or that majority wins, or that she is alone and needs company. This kind of people totally has the opposite quality of me. People who knows me well enough knew that i can do almost anything for friends, that goes to the extent of people i just know and such. But she is damn selfish.
And she had the guts to tell me she gloats over people's unhappiness today! Like that kind of person exists in 2010. oh my god. Worse of all, she is self-centred to the state that when we are chatting, she tried to monopolize the whole chat. Whenever i tried to say something she would interrupt immediately, and when i WAITED for her to finish and wanted to continue, she thought of another thing and interrupted again. Which got me pissed off that i shut up and turns out the topic lasted for 20 secs. boo. i don't call that rude, but that's really rude. in other words, she is insensitive.

don't blame me for hanging out with her. I did that cos others are not close to me since only the 2 of us joined at the same time. But I will make more friends there, given time, and hopefully she is not the only one i'm stuck with, so that i can avoid situations with her.

next. My name is always an issue. and people like to make fun of it. Seriously, i am getting tired of this. I want to be nice and friendly but that doesn't mean you can make fun of my name. senior of not. I hate that. Even if you are 10 years older than me it doesn't give you the right to make fun of my given name! Ming kiat, at some point of time i hate you. guys,urgh.

thirdly, school's starting. BOO. i can't believe this. It's like if i am to join orientation again rather skip school and drink detergent. i hope i have time to rush from place to place for work. and that bag that i promised myself to buy? i will buy it soon, like asap when i get my next pay.

fourthly, should i rebond my hair again? like do it properly and get rebonding shampoo and stuff...maybe i should consider huh? if i'm working for long...

lastly. recently i have started making bentos. or packed lunches. if its nice and stays easy, i might continue even after i start school, after CNY of course, due to the fact that i have school and work at both time.

lastly (second time), Hey! Say! Jump is coming back to my life. As in, I started to notice them more now. having ignored them for like months. Can't wait for the new single...I miss those guys and of course Keito the most. He sports a different hair now, and might have changed long time ago but since i ignored him i didn't know...And almost all the members have more or less changed. By the way, i might be the last fan who watches hitomi no screen in MS,but i just want to say, at times when i look at Chinen, I thought that he was Kamenashi. His hair and looks plus the cam moving too fast for my speed made me concluded that he had genes of kame...? haha
News of Limited Edition CD of Hitomi no Screen running out in CDJapan, let's hope that Yesasia don't torture me and rejects my order. Bless me and HSJ! I die also want the LE now~!!!

My shopping list goes like this now...
-HSJ photobook (in kinokuniya but has no money to buy it now.)
-LE New HSJ single
-Clearfile HSJ from overseas.
-Bag from amk shop
-rebond hair
-new years clothes
-HSJ/Johnny JR calendars
-treat my clique to dinner
-presents for all my friends.(i know lah, owe you guys 1 year plus must pay back de.)
-treat my ShiFu to dinner (must buy her heart,muahaha)

this may jack up to hundreds. shit.

Recently I have cried. Because of dramas. Recently i have laughed, because of work. The reverse in actions confused me. But somehow, it fits. I'm weird by nature, so its normal that i did that.

Life doesn't suck for me now. No, I am no longer that stupid teen who uses "life sucks" to attract attention. But I am far from growing up. 18 is not a small number, and it brings along experience of what i been through for...god knows how many years since i have started thinking sensibly?

But one thing's for sure, I do think that life is hard. Whether it is when i am racing against time during my times of studying, or waiting for time to pass during work, I realised that both are not easy to pass. It is hard. Life doesn't suck, but it's hard.

what the hell am i crapping? I guess most of my readers don't get it huh? Don't worry. I no longer write stuff that are meant to tell someone how i feel about them, like in the past i have the *read between the lines* type of blog post. XP

But what I am trying to point out now is, I am growing up. Marcia is growing up, and yes, I might be slowly doing that but I am making progress. So to allllll my friends, stop treating Marcia as a childish girl. I do ACT childish but most of the times now I am thinking straight. And about the issue that I might be a bisexual and like butches, let's just forget it okay? just take it that everyone has their own "weird" period growing up and i do have a longer one. I am more interested in guys, or so i realised, so relax about me being gay.

not far from 18. My best friend just turned 18 like 3 plus hours ago...

Before i start of, let me apologize for greeting 2 days before the actual new year. It's because I will be out and staying over for countdown at my friend's house!^^
So...Happy New Year! I'm not going to send any text message over the phone(no, not because i have limited messages but i'm just plain lazy XP)
Akemashite Omedetou Gozaimasu! It sort of means Happy New Year in Jap...

Next, New Year Resolutions^^
I went through my New Year Resolutions with Sinnee over dinner tonight. And realised that she has more stuff than me to fulfill.
-Losing weight, drastically.
-Study harder
-Treat my friends better
-Make more friends, get my enemies to my side
-get a bf(that is immpossible, i wrote it out of fun XP)
-Learn Japanese more.
-Love mum more
-Earn money!!!
-Learn make up


Lastly. I have a confession. Not so much a confession but something to say...T.T
During Christmas this year, I was only working in my local supermarket, and sadly nobody spent the actual Christmas with me. So I randomly made a stupid wish on wishing that maybe this christmas i can see K, or other butches if not. It came true. Like i don't know why, But on Boxing Day, while i was at work again, I saw a total of 5 butches that day, and up till today,the 30th, I have seen a total of a dozen, and still counting. Stupid wish come true. bleh...

Hope you guys love the New Year as much as 2009, though i very much do not like 2009 and can't wait to reach 2010. Because of the Hey Say Jump cd hiatus. :/


[Guys, I love you.] (wanted to say that to all the ones that touched me this year.)
I dedicate this short sentence to many of my friends:
those i knew since secondary school (it's been 5 years)
those i knew since primary school, LM!
those i knew this year, in JC
those i knew online, mostly fanfic writers. you lot a such a big lot it would take days to round up your names!
those i knew randomly. er randomly...^^(okay,i like you,not love yet.>P)

Finally, a year has came to an end. Many things happened to me these few days. Some of those i would keep it in mind as they are precious memories. The others i would make it as a lesson learned, an experience gain.

The chalet that my friends and I had planned for a month had came to an end on the morning of Christmas eve. It was half a disaster, half a blessing. I had so many mood swings that few days. But luckily, the number of people that turned up was satisfying...
Of which that i have experienced is that in the first time of my life, i smoked. A few puffs. It tasted disgusting~ly smelly. But now I don't reject the smoke smell anymore. Yet, I still hate smokers. bleh...
The second night was actually spent drinking and playing cards with a few Ah bengs, because i have no idea why this chalet event had more people sleeping then actually staying awake for the night, which is abnormally plain weird.

Christmas is boring. I worked for the whole, had dinner with mum after work, went some shopping for clothes and headed home. Whatever Christmas presents that i got are all either before, or after Christmas. Not on the day of Christmas. T.T

This year Johnny's Countdown i am not going to buy any uchiwa. Plainly the reason that i do not have the money...But another good news is that the ordering of Johnny's calendar ends late this year. It drags to near end of Jan or start of Feb for Kinokuniya, which means i have enough money and not worry about having to order it online when i get my pay.
Plus. I have/seriously hope that HSJ releases a new single next year. Or better, an album. Or i swear no amount of dramas Yamada has is going to help save an reputation of the group. Plus. I miss Takaki singing(out of sudden) and Hikaru goofing in making, Yuto smiles and Keito's everything.

My next post would be on New Year day, currently thinking of my resolutions now. Of course, there is also a new year shopping list coming up.^^

Guys, hope it isn't too late to wish you all, a happy christmas!

Two weeks since i posted here. I realized one thing about here is that i have no viewers reading my posts except a few of my close friends. Maybe if you really want to be a successful idol fanblogger you have to throw in videos and stuff. But no. I tend to leech more than give.

Christmas is coming. I am celebrating it early with my friends next monday. Then chalet would be on tuesday to thursday. I look forward to everyday of next week, and this week I'm gonna finish up the dramas i have yet to complete. Namely the korean drama series [Boys Over Flowers], japanese [1 litre of tears], japanese [Ninkyo Helper] and some movies including [New Moon] & [My Girlfriend is an Agent]

But the main thing about this post today, is about this group that i all along appreciate. How do i explain this?! o.O This group does not exudes any charm to attract girls. They have no looks. Their singing skills are not the best. Yet, they manage to get the attention of me. Because they are born-comedians-yet-become-singers.

Yes, it's Kanjani 8. Many people turn away from them because they are no ikemen, except Nishikido Ryo whom i really like, but they somehow manage to get fans using their skills, by being funny. Almost all their songs have a strong sense of comedy inside. Though i must admid that I do not know Japanese well and do not understand the song, i still think that what they are trying to show did get into me, got me smiling. ^^
If you guys want to know more about thier songs, I recommend these few:
[Sukiyanen Osaka][Zukkoke Otokomichi][Kanfu Fighting][Osaka Obachan][Wahaha][Musukinin Hero] and of course the song above [Kuo Jo Show!!!]

Today's Yu Ting(my best friend) birthday. So i hereby wish my TING, Otanjoubi Omedetou Gozaimasu! Zutto zutto, omae wa, watashi no tomadachi!

Okays. I have missed soooooo many birthdays of Hey! Say! JUMP members that i feel the need to remember this one at least.

So...Yaotome Hikaru, OTANJOUBI OMEDETOU GOZAIMASU!!!! Happy 19th birthday!!!! I heart you for being there for me, and all the fans!!! Do continue your laughter and jokes, and may the world dies but your laughter will survive.

There is a long way for Hey! Say! JUMP to go, so being a senior to all of them, please do help take care of all of them!!!! ESPecially KEITO! He's our English Boy and you should really love him more. If there's a day you ever get a girlfriend, don't forget to inform him first. Both Keito and I may be sadden that you will find your true love but both of us will support you. As well as the whole of Hey! Say! JUMP!!!

I decided to chiong drama and remain sleep for the next day. T.T or should i just go to bed? T.T no idea now....

Shit.What kind of title is that?!
I am crapping now.

Anyway, recently i just watched K.O.3an Guo. Its follows closely to the characters of three kingdoms, albeit that its a comedy.
So in that drama, there's this 2 guys namely Huang Zhong and Ma Chao. And they are a gay couple.
LOL.I'm joking. Its just that..Huang Zhong is damn girly and Ma Chao in that drama is close to them. So in all, i conclude them as gay.LOL.
alot of scenes made them look damn gay!!! *argues*

Next up. Holiday is coming in a week. I finally decided to retain.
T.T given all the conditions, retaining is the best way...

I decided to take up subbing recently. But subbing of more unpopular stuff, so that they can gain more popularity.XD D-Boys, anyone ones? they produce ikemen like Shirota Yuu and stuff. i cant remember them a lot but yeah. somehow some of them interests me now, especially when HSJ boys aren't doing anything productive now. So now, i'm waiting for my video to load before i can do any real "subbing" LOL

currently watching K.O.3an Guo now. Its intriguing. (is that how you spelled?)
youtube hates me ALOT. and youku too. damn all streaming sites.T.T
I should start on fics or something now...since its holidays...

CALLING OUT TO ALL SINGAPOREANS!!! IF YOU ARE A FAN OF HEY!SAY!JUMP THEN PLEASE HURRY GO TO THE SISTIC WEBSITE AND VOTE FOR THEM! NEEDLESS TO SAY THAT YOU GUYS HAVE ALREADY KNOW ABOUT THE VOTING SYSTEM ON UPCOMING CONCERTS, BUT PLEASE DO PUT IN REAL EFFORT TO VOTE, NOT OCCASIONALLY BUT EVERYDAY. DO IT OFTEN AND IT WILL BECOME A HABIT, LIKE HOW IT DID FOR ME.

IN SHORT, START VOTING NOW!!!!

P.S. I AM SO WORRIED BECAUSE HEY!SAY!JUMP IS CURRENTLY AT 7TH AND TOP5 ONLY HAD ARASHI WITH 4 KOREAN BANDS!!! JAPANESE FANS SHOULD NOT LOSE OUT!!! EVEN KATTUN IS LOSING!!! PLEASE VOTE!!!!!! ARASHI IS 2ND AS OF NOW, SO PLEASE VOTE TILL THEY GET 1ST AND HOPE THAT KATTUN AND HEY!SAY!JUMP GETS IN TOP 5!!!! LET JAPANESE PRIDE SHINE!!! MINNA, ISSHONI GAMBARIMASU!!!!


okay, this fangirling is tiring. i wana sleep now...

Recently I have not been that busy. that's why entertainment's coming up.
I rewatch Seishun Amigo PV for the first time in 2 years? and it still rocks. This time i decided to download it and keep it instead.
And while i was not watching the two main leads dancing, im busy replaying to recognise juniors. So far only one evident one,Kitayama. Thats all, i think i saw Eujigaya Yuto(obviously) and Yamada. And was wondering if Ryutarou was in there since he entered the agency same time as Yamada....

Next up.Countdown to release of DVD of MW the movie and release of Hey!Say!Jump photobook. XD
That;s something better than nothing for hungry HSJ fans like me. Though i;m not buying it.T.T
It sucks to be a student. It sucks to be poor. I need a rich boyfriend now. He dont have to pay for my HSJ stuff. Just pay for my living expenses so that the rest goes to HSJ. lol.isn't that the same?

Sugi ni, CHALET!!!!! my 2006 class is going to organise chalet. i mean a few of us... i hope it will be successful this year. and let's hope everyone pay up this year so that we do not lose any mullah this year. Im gonna be the loan shark.

Dewa, PW desu. i seriously hate PW now. it;s tiring, draining and stressful. I dont even want to think about it but i couldn't get to sleep without thinking about it. this sucks.

one more thing.im banning myself from macdonalds from today onwards. it's the "vice" that made me do that. GLEN's the vice, just dont call me fat when we meet up for chalet!!!